its like so DAMN perfect!
if only i was like older now?!
ive got a human job @ the argtscafe, esplanade.
ive got my odd job @ elle elite as a model.
ive got my loving boyfriend who wouldnt let me go.
hahah.
im loving it, oh so badly! hahah.
BRIAN TEO! i love you tonnes!
but wells, like stephen said... nothing lasts forever.
somehow i feel like.. although steph and i are totally different in many ways.. we still click well.
i know its cliche to say that were so close and yet so far.. but yea. WE ARE!
im really upset that heather and him arent getting married anymore,
its a SAD SAD situation.
and i, not being his ex girlfriend or whatever.. but just as a friend. need to be there for him.
im glad ive got stephen and leon with me (:
i mean. yea, i do have my darling brian but things are different.
i cant blurt out my super innermost feelings cause i know brian cant accept or learn to listen to somethings i have to say.
like modelling pisses him off. and hearing about me and any guy [be it in photoshoots or in my own social life] pisses him off.
i cant talk to him freely ):
its like i have to know when and what to say.
cause i know if i dont keep somethings away from him.
he'll get hurt. and that will be my bad.
LEON LIM JIONG RUI [LLJR]
i know leon was protective to a point that he got over-protective over everything and every male i talk to.
but yea, he had his PMSes and stuff.
but he changed gradually because of his change in attitude and clique of friends.
so that was quite understandable.
but than again. he was never a man of his word.
he always lied to cover up his mistakes or follies.
and dispite being with me, he had other girls to perk him up.
i know i was stupid to still stick with him.
but yea, he slept with
and yea, STEPHEN...
hes still that guy i used to like.
hes so gentle and never harsh. hes someone that can never compare to brian or leon.
oh wells. i shall stop this and BE GLADD!
ive been loved. yay!
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