i feel as though the chemistry between us has alr faded away.
like, a super long time ago?!
its sucks to know that maybe though this is the only one guy who can and has made me forget abt LLJR, he kinda makes me insecure abt our relationship toos. =/
like there will be times he so misses and wants to be with me but most of the time, its the exact opposite.
so wait...
is he truly someone deem fit to have all my love?
or will i just get hurt the way LLJR did me?
i dont wanna be a scapegoat or the lost sheep. i just wanna be happy can?
at least just be in full smiles for at least an hour or so whilst not being reminded of the past, the ugly present and LLJR. not being able to unscrewthe smile on my face, not being able to stop the uncontrlable feeling of laughing and a sense of happiness, joy and abit of glory in me.
oohlalaas~
i m so poetic.
hahah. but HEY!
noone ever quoted that the longing of being happy is a crime or a fanatic sin right?
so yea, maybe i do deserve to be a little happy.
at least.. thats all im asking for now.
i dont exactly care who im with to be happy, i just wanna be. hahah. yea.
hmm.
if only time could really heal the wound in my heart that maybe i would (:
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