1 month and it seems like im not there.
[ IM NON-EXISTANT ]
maybe he forgot,
maybe he doesnt care.
maybe im just his july joke!
given up so much...
just to know that he doesnt even realise
or appreciate my love or my pains.
how could i have been such a fool?
he would rather be with anyone else or his bike than me.
what made me even think id be loved by him anyways?
am i just some extra exception maybe?
love is nothing but [a dream].
a [dream] that will never come true.
a [dream] that will always be something that...
i can never have,
i can never hold,
i can never try,
i can never experience.
at least, not with you..?
probably im just lying to myself,
i guess i should probably take a step back INTO reality.
maybe than id realise that i basically am just not meant to be like everyone else.
*ponders*

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